So I was rewatching
Detective Conan : Wizard of Last Century today and I couldn't help but remind myself about a line the main character said about some things that are best left undiscovered, because it was not meant to.
Though, in my mind, it sort of reformed itself and thus giving me this idea : some secrets are better left unknown. Hence the post title.
Due to recent events, so many.. should i say,
things, have happened which I, in a certain point of my life, never expected it to happen yet it did.
Sur-pri-sing.
Most people shouldve noticed what's going on now, and I really can't control my thoughts anymore. I can no longer lie to myself like last time, saying, "Ahh, it's a phase. No big deal! It'll go away soon.." That's what I thought, initially.
I was wrong.
It's funny how changes happen and you can't determine whether it's for the better or for the worse. Odd, really. :/
But then again, as I think further, maybe it's influence from 'rent(s) or peer pressure, though I can't be sure.
though i swear the mom really influenced the child. Like mother like daughter, perhaps?
After what I've witnessed and heard up to today, I have come to a conclusion that there's no hope left. I honestly don't mean to be a bitch, but I can no longer be patient, keep quiet and watch from afar. I have this
HUGE urge to whack that someone and yell at them to stop, because it's pissing me off or annoying me or their attitude is plain bitchy. Buuuut, I refrain myself, seeing as that I
enjoy it. Even if I did do so, they'll probably despise me more. Boohoo. I'm so sad. ._.
Really though, UGHHH. Bark, bark. Woof. Woof. Woof.
-hears su ann says meow- <_<Oh my, did I give out too much here? :]
It's so frustrating! Shiny badges make a difference. Pshhh. =_= Bullshit!
Now I'm stuck between the plan of torturing every bit of her pitiful, stuck up, bitchy, loud mouthed, rumour spreading, attention seeking, suck-up-to-authorities life, or to sit back and watch it as she probably tries to patch things up, knowing she'll fail miserably, crumbling and burning into ashes, considering people aren't dumb enough to fall for her trap.
Mmm, from the first day, I knew I won't be her bestest pal in the entire world, because she's always been anti-me. But I could care less. I tried tolerating, only to fail and run away. It's in the past, but some things are difficult to forgive and forget.
Right now, I shall just hold on to what I know and probably
conveniently leak it out bit by bit, making sure she receives every drop of it.. or maybe not?
Like I said, some secrets are better left unknown.
Well, to certain people anyway. :D
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